Posted by: exmstmember2009 | July 24, 2011

Posted by: exmstmember2009 | April 25, 2011

The Proposal Part I

Posted by: shekinahp | February 25, 2011

Working at The Body Sanctuary Inc in Gainesville Georgia

Information Control in Cults

One of the characteristics of a cult is the Information Control, where spying on  other members is encouraged. One is encouraged to report deviant thoughts, feelings, and actions to leadership.

Those of us who were part of the cult and worked for One Company Resources, Energetix Corporation, Anakiri, Spa on Green Street and Body Sanctuary, Inc were  indoctrinated to “connect upwards” or communicate to our superiors what we were seeing. In other words we were not friends, we were spies, and as in any totalitarian society, we didn’t trust each other. 

Here is one example.  A letter sent to Gregg Hake reporting on certain events with Teryl .  You can draw your own conclusions:

Hi Gregg,

I know you are aware of the situation with the scheduling of the FTF (Fast Track to Fitness) program, but I don’t know if you are aware of some things that have been done in order to accommodate people and keep that class.

I heard M yesterday insisting to Teryl several times not to make any decision until it runs by you and Teryl insisting in going ahead and making that decision, because there is no other way.

These are some factors in the whole process of accommodation:

  • One of the clients will have to skip one of the 8 classes. Teryl offered to work one on one with her so that she can replace the day she can’t make it. When all the policies were discussed about how this program was going to work, Teryl repeatedly said that if someone misses one class, they just miss it.  Now, because we are postponing the class, she mentioned to the client it is ok, she’ll work with her later.  Mew insisted that should run by you, Teryl said: if we don’t do that, then we don’t have enough people in the class and then we have to cancel it.
  • Teryl e-mailed everybody that they are going to start on the 15th and she mentioned to them that they are going to work out in the Group Exercise Room.  After realizing that there is still a Belly dancing class, she is going to put them in the gym. (There are only 3 people)
  • We have like 9 people signed up and paid for Belly Dance I, starting on Thursday 24th, only word of mouth people!  The class was meant to be from 5:15 – 6:15.  Due to the mistake in the scheduling with the FTF class, Teryl is going to call all of them and tell them that their new schedule will be starting at 5:30 to 6:30, 70% of those guests are new.  Their first impression, a change in their schedule.  What if some of them can’t make it until 6:30 and need to cancel? They have already paid for the whole series.
  • The Saturday FTF classes were going to start this Saturday. With all this postponing and arrangements, it’s going to start next Saturday, so Teryl e-mailed the guests and told them that because it has been postponed, we are comping this Saturday’s class.
  • M’s stance in all of this has been: “I’m so stressed with this situation.  I rather have Teryl fix all the mess than having to deal with Brenda and having to return money to the clients”.

Anyways, it’s been very intense, M is torn between communicating to you or staying quiet so that everything works for the best.  A lot of people involved in this, guests and teachers, staff.


Posted by: exmstmember2009 | February 7, 2011

Promoting or Demoting

Posted by: exmstmember2009 | January 31, 2011

A letter sent by a young Deerfield former resident

I first came to Atlanta as a tourist for the winter holidays. Then I was invited again to spend a summer and eventually they convinced me to leave my family and friends and go to Deerfield School.

I rarely had contact with Grant and Jane. With Gregg, I remember we played football and he invited us a couple of times to his house to watch movies. I thought he was a great man.  Now I feel so stupid for thinking that. Gregg you disgust me.  I got out of the unit early so I did not suffer too much.  I got my old friend back quickly.  I just told them I was on vacation in USA. But man you disgust me because of what you did to such wonderful people I met, like Rick!!! Rick you are an awesome dude, and reading that Grant and Jane did not let your kids stay, WTF!!! That makes angry, reading that they cried and pretty much beg them to let them stay. They were my friends!!! Knowing that my family treated me so awful because of you!!! Know I`m not angry at them, because I know it wasn’t really them, but Gregg, Jane and Grant manipulating them.  Of course they were not able to argue, no matter how many awesome memories we had shared in the past not only in the unit but before as well. I know I`m not perfect, but they were my family and they loved me. The only reason they acted the way they did was because I was an awful person and I had turned my back to the Lord. I remember so many awesome people like Gregg Duvall, the Pittmans, the Goves, and the Gwaltneys. It makes me angry to know they only used all these awesome people!!! I have great memories with all these people.  I just hope they are doing ok, because as I said before they are awesome people.

It was strange; somehow there were things that did not fit. Why did Grant and Jane have a big and nice house? And it was an honor to get invited to Grants house.  I think I went in three times. There was a lady who lived in a camper in front of the Energetix warehouse. I remember I entered once. She invited us to watch a movie, because she was the Latin teacher and she wanted us to see Ben Hur (what a long and boring movie!!!!). I remember feeling much more comfortable in that little camper with over 10 people that at Grant`s when he invited us teens to watch a movie. Although Grant was always kind to me, I couldn`t feel comfortable in his presence and Jane was the worst.  I can`t remember a single conversation with that woman. Grant had a Jaguar and Susan G. drove that old car that barely served. That was the best way to use the resources of the Lord, I ask myself. Why did we all have to spend so much time mowing lawns or fixing houses, or build homes for Erick and Brooke (by the way I read something Rick wrote, LOL, way to funny… What’s was up with that the leprechaun and super model)? I don`t remember seeing Grant more than a couple of times in the work patterns on Saturday, and those couple of times he barely did anything.
We were always busy, mowing lawns, washing dishes in group activities at school and had no time to really think about what was happening. And if I did think about those thing, I told myself that I shouldn`t have those thoughts, because I was giving in to pressure and that would make me a heretic and I should not allow the great red dragon to catch me.

I worked, even though my Father paid for my education at The Deerfield School. But there was no problem, because Grant said that we are here to change the world, not to live a comfortable life and die in comfort (service from June 15, 2003). We are here to give to the Master, no matter if I was 13 years old, or if I can get hurt in construction or working in the Nutman Warehouse.

I realize many forms of control they had.

You should not say things you learned to anyone outside the unit. In fact you are not allowed to visit or see your old friends.

Their reason:  keep sacred things sacred among the chosen ones, not disclose to the other people. Besides, the rest are just ignorant, and they would not understand.
Real reason, if you tell any of your friends that they are all in a matrix and that you’re Neo and you will change the world together with Trinity and Morpheus, they are going to tell you that you are crazy. They would ask more about these units and will make you realize they are exploiting you and lying.

You should not question the ideas or orders of the leaders.
Their reason, they see the whole picture and we are not ready to understand because we don`t know all the factors.

Real reason, they make important decisions so that they can handle all at their convenience.

All these rules are unquestionable, you are not allowed to think “Geez why is that Grant has such a good car and Susan G has to drive that piece of $#¡/.” No one dare question the great Grant, because you become a heretic, isolated from the group, all because you are a bad person.

You can’t contact your old friends, same reason as before.  Unit members can`t have contact with the outside world or (even worse) with a heretic, because they might help you wake up from the matrix.

Grant said that we must awaken the People of the matrix, that humans live in the matrix world (service from May 25, 2003). He forgot to specify that the matrix was MST.

When I left, I needed my papers from school Deerfield in order to enter a new school. They wouldn`t give them to me; they wanted to charge me three thousand dollars if I remember correctly. And my dad had already paid for my education.

I remember I was afraid to go to Deerfield school, because I didn`t know if I could validate that education if I decided to return to my country, but Mighty Gregg gently assured me that there would be no problem if I decide to go back to my country and go to a different school.  He said it was perfectly legal and that there would be no problem.
Gregg never told me I had to pay him three thousand dollars for my papers.  He told relatives of mine and they told me.  I was very upset.  They also convinced me to go to Deerfield school and I hardly saw them again after that. But now after I found out what happened to the Unit it surprised me and I stop being upset.  Now that I read this blog I realize that it was never their fault; it was the ambition of the person who was behind them.

My dad never paid the three thousand dollars. I had to solve my problem on my own.  Fortunately I got in touch with my old friends, some of which were members as they were getting out and got more in touch with. I still don`t see them at all, but only because of distance.

I finished my first University career and I will continue another in a few months.

I was very lucky that things happened as it allowed me to get away from the Unit just before all this started.

Posted by: exmstmember2009 | January 28, 2011

What happened in Deerfield stays in Deerfield…until NOW!

Posted by: shekinahp | January 23, 2011

I feel sorry

I feel very sorry for Melinda M,
for Donna and Rich;
for James and Rachel;
for Brad and Diana;
for Selena;
for Kristen and Rolando;
for Teryl’s daughters: Frankie and Savannah;
for Ricardo and Susan,
for Kate and Darren,
for Erich and Teryl
We all have been there, we were all brainwashed, we were all slaves, thinking we were free. Grant and Jane Clarke used to serve us  Koolaid every day.  Now Gregg  Hake serves them his Koolaid every day with his blog and they won’t have the opportunities we had to leave the cult and be free.

We are thriving, we are succeeding, there are still a lot of scars, but we are FREE. They are not, they are not, and I am really, really sorry. They were our good friends, we had so much fun with many of them, and it breaks my heart to see them with their glassy eyes, their smile stamped in their faces, promoting the lies of Energetix products, and kissing Gregg’s ass every single day.

I feel very sorry for Chad and Sally Hake, such beautiful people, they must be so ashamed of their son.
I feel sorry for Brenda, alone, bitter, could have a partner, have a life, she only works, works, works and she knows so much that it must keep her awake every night.
I feel sorry for Zack, just like the falcon, can fly only a certain distance under Gregg’s command, but can never leave his cage on his own.

What about poor Chuck Reddick, very ill, very sick, did he turn his back on the Lord?  I remember getting sick, having an accident meant that we had turn our back to God, so sickness was a reason to be ashamed and to know everyone would be judging you.

Is there any hope for them? I doubt.  But if you guys read this blog, please know that although sometimes is painful, despite the challenges, the other side of the fence is fun too, the other part of the fence is REAL and it is a joy to live in the REAL WORLD.

Posted by: exmstmember2009 | January 6, 2011

2010 in review

The stats helper monkeys at mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:

Healthy blog!

The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads Wow.

Crunchy numbers

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About 3 million people visit the Taj Mahal every year. This blog was viewed about 44,000 times in 2010. If it were the Taj Mahal, it would take about 5 days for that many people to see it.


In 2010, there were 54 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 59 posts. There were 82 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 30mb. That’s about 2 pictures per week.

The busiest day of the year was February 16th with 713 views. The most popular post that day was One Company Resources, Energetix and Anakiri layoffs – PART I.

Where did they come from?

The top referring sites in 2010 were,,,, and

Some visitors came searching, mostly for gregg hake, gregg hake deerfield, gregg hake cult, what happened to deerfield, and missing deerfield.

Attractions in 2010

These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.


One Company Resources, Energetix and Anakiri layoffs – PART I February 2010


What happened to Gregg Hake? (sent by Young Leader) December 2009


One Company Resources, Energetix and Anakiri layoffs – PART II February 2010


A letter from The Corporate Executive December 2009


Grant Clarke’s alleged Divine Nature December 2009

Posted by: exmstmember2009 | November 29, 2010

Gregg Hake, Energetix, MST wikileaks

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